1 Haziran 2017 Perşembe


When you love deep,
it hurts deep.
When you love strong,
the bond between the love pieces
get tighter and tighter.
When love holds
your heart in its hands,
you have nothing
else than surrendering.
Love hurts,
when it doesn't know.
Your heart is strangled.

Love is an important matter.
One should not take it lightly.

23 Şubat 2017 Perşembe


Is it because we got used to have everything very fast and instant that we are inclined to jump into conclusions without letting our brains spend enough time on things/events/emotions? Is it the reason why majority of the people can not distinguish the difference between anger and sadness? Is it because we are always in a hurry?

23 Kasım 2016 Çarşamba

Sometimes there is no better way of showing your inner self than writing. It is good to share and lead the way to your inside but if you reach to a point where you are forcing someone to go deep in you... that's a dangerous point, that's where you need to stop. This is valid for everything; you can only tell people what is good/bad/real/false but you can not force them to act on it. This is life. Hard to accept but this may be one of the only truths of the life.

I wish people would really listen. I wish I could hold some people's hand and take them to a trip into my museum. I wish people could believe what I say when I say. I wish life hadn't taught so many wrong lessons to everyone.
My heart and mind is such a mess that I can not even write!

13 Ekim 2016 Perşembe

Games? No, thank you.

I am never a gamer when it comes to relationships. But sadly, some people are. They even like it so much that when you play your cards open, when you show you like them, they immediately loose their interest in you. This may sound arrogant but I feel sad for those people because I think they can never have a 100% honest relationship, 100% trust, 100% openness in their lives, ever. The moment they get it, they would loose it. 

I want my parter to know everything about me and everything in my mind; and vice versa. I want to feel so comfortable as if I live in his mind. But how can you have such a comfort if you have to play games all the time, if you have to keep some level of mysticism, if you have to stay unreachable? I want my partner to know that I am available for him at every f.cking moment and I expect him to appreciate and cherish this, instead of considering me as someone under his disposal. Surely I may have my own plans and priorities, but if he needs or wants, most of them are open for a change, because I care for him and I enjoy spending my time with him and I want to make him happy. So what part of this is too easy? Can you really think everyone is ready to make you one of their priorities and you can spare people who are open for that? If you really think so, sorry for the spoiler my friend, but you are dumb!