primitive feelings...

I don't even remember when was the last time i got jealous... What a stupid, nonsense and illogical feeling is this! Has a puke color with greens and oranges... I'd always assign these colors with freshness but this time... this time these colors are bright; not in the sense of freshness but like a neon light in a disco..kinda cheap and shabby. And after some times passed over the first strong wind of the jealousy, it gets such darker green and such orange...


Might jealousy be a kind of fresh feeling? Like refreshing or triggering love or pumping more love? I don't know... All I know is I don't like this stupid feeling as it's inoculating me very wild behaviors...